You Had Me When I Wanted You

You said you needed time
I gave you all of mine
Now every time you call
I wonder why I even pick up

You keep asking where I've been
Like you still got a say
Tell me that you're doing fine
Then you ask me if I'm okay
You don't really want me back
You just hate the thought I'm gone
Every time I start to leave
You find a reason to hold on
I know you better than you think
I can hear it in your voice
You say you're happy where you are
But you still make the same choice

And I don't know what you want from me
You keep pulling, then you let me go
Maybe you just miss what we used to be
Maybe you just hate being alone

You had me when I wanted you
You lost me when I needed you
Now you're calling like before
But I don't live there anymore
You say you're better on your own
Then why you keep coming to my phone?
If you really found somebody new
Why you still checking on me too?

I remember all those talks
Sitting there until they ended
You would swear that we'd be good
Then somehow we'd start pretending
I don't blame you for the past
I just can't keep going back
Every time I let you in
You remind me what we lacked
You tell your friends you're over it
I hear different when you call
Funny how you found your peace
But you're still waiting for my fall

And I don't know what you want from me
You keep pulling, then you let me go
Maybe you just miss what we used to be
Maybe you just hate being alone

You had me when I wanted you
You lost me when I needed you
Now you're calling like before
But I don't live there anymore
You say you're better on your own
Then why you keep coming to my phone?
If you really found somebody new
Why you still checking on me too?

Don't say you miss me
If you don't mean it
Don't say you're different
If I won't see it
You can keep the memories
I don't need them anymore
You keep standing at my door
But I don't open it anymore